Hero

So my last post is still true. i am still hurting. But i am feeling much better about things. My mind seems to have found that every experience i have gone through has helped me in some way. Yes it has hindered me in other ways. But i will learn from my mistakes and from my experiences, however terrible they are. I would like to take this opportunity to acknowledge my hero. He is my guardian angel. I swear he is sent straight from god to make me whole gain. He brought me out of my stupid emo depression stage. He made me truly happy. He taught me so much. He made me feel like I know exactly what i should in life. He taught me to speak up. He taught me to fight for myself. He taught me to have respect, to have manners, to have valid opinions. he taught me to control myself. He taugh me sooooo many things that i love him for. He has made my life easier and better. He is the best thing that ever ever ever happened to me. He will probably be the best there ever was. In all honesty, I never ever wanted to give him up. and I still dont. I dont want him to be anyone else's angel. Hes supposed to be mine. But as they say, when you love someone you let them go. It just hurts. Its really does. Hes basically everything to me. But even so, I at least know that he made me a better person. He gave me my morals back, the ones that I had and threw away. I have so much respect and love for this human being. He is the funniest, kindest, most opinionated, loving, always trying to always be a better person. I mean yes. everyone does has there flaws and hes not perfect either, and niether am I. But I love that man and always will. Hans Joseph Boysen will always be the best guy in the world. I will always wish him love and happiness. My first real love, my hero, my guardian angel.