life

is so weird, exciting, unexpected, and ever-changing.

but when old chapters end and you have to turn the page. it is ridiculously hard to turn the page when it isn't necessarily forced upon you.


unless you are moving or going off to college or something really significantly life changing happens it is so hard to do it.

when not much has truly changed and the old life is staring you in the face saying "hey, im still here." its SO hard to move on.

lately things have gotten a lot easier. with the help of friends and family i have become Jenna again.

I am back to being the way i always was. happy, carefree and NOT a cynic.

thank the lord above for all he has blessed me with. including going through what i just did. i learned a hell of a lot.

I was looking

through all the old stuff.

i figured i could handle it.

i couldn't =/ i feel like everything was a lie.